Campanula

2011年12月10日星期六

The early sleep

I was thinking sleep early today.
Now have no any excuses to stay till late night.
Everything is done, the assignments, the trip or whatever.
So, I should get myself a healthy lifestyle onward.
Good night world.

Song today


Get GLEE from LC again~ wow...

Milky system

I could dream of the thing i see, read, think or action i did before sleep.
Sometimes could be good, maybe awful too.
Yesterday had a star view at the JALAN MATI.
The sky is full with cloud, can't see any star.
I heard that, we can see the milky system with our eye without the using telescope.
This is cool, I wish to see once.
After back home, JJ was tag me a video.
About the milky system. How nice is that.
Then comes up with the milky system dream.
Oh God, How good if I could dream of
HEBE and LeeHom are standing beside me.

(OS:This is PROBABLY MINDLESS DREAMING! I know!)

But the scene of the dream is just look familiar.
It's probably same with the music video
"Do not Say I'm Sorry (别说对不起)"
which presented by S.H.E
I may be think too much already ><
But It is cool to reflect the thing inside my mind in the dream.
Now I was think of cuddle LeeHom. ;D

2011年12月8日星期四

异国

我,沉思了那个以后。
我最懂自己,我知道我的未来。
在那高处思考了人生,我看见了异国。

反正你对我的态度和方式就像对待那只鱼一样,无所谓吧!
看透了你的无情,谢谢你让我伤得那么深!
对这件事情太累太累了,我不属于这里了。
没什么了不起嘛,不需要爱情了。
没有挂念,没有担忧,无拘无束。

奔向我的异国吧!
我以后的生活,会是轻松自在。
我要努力,向你出发!



我要自在

2011年11月27日星期日

Goodbye, My Love

Thanks for everything that you had brought to me.
I appreciated it.
The time had stop at 253 days. We gone through 6066 hours.
I cherish every hours and minutes that we had.
I will keep it as part of my sweet memories in my life.
Wish you all the best.
Friendship forever.











The video for ur birthday.

2011年11月16日星期三

请原谅我那无理取闹的伤害

我想要的以后

原本以为幸福就在我眼前,但我一错再错的把它搞砸。
我是如此的自以为是,以为自己想的,说的都是对的。
但其实,我根本就把事情搞得一塌糊涂,一发不可收拾。
我的任性、我的无理取闹,伤害了我最爱的人。
我根本就是一个没资格说爱情的人!
我很爱很爱他,却往往以自我为中心!
每次我希望他能够认同我,什么都迁就我。
想想回去,每一次那么无理的要求,
虽然说有些没有达到,但是他已经是尽量配合了,
我却还是那么不可理喻!


记得上一次的吵架,我自制了一张道歉小纸。
明明就那么在乎,犯错了一次又在犯,我真的很坏。

回想回去,原来我的所作所为,才是过分的!
他生气是应该的,只怪我那么小孩子气。
跟他在一起,感觉就是最幸福的,总是想要粘着他。
其实很辛苦对吧?
我好像给你太多太多的压力了,让你无法呼吸,有些窒息。
我虚拟的爱情观念真的太烂了。
一直围着你自转,就把你想象成地球似的,月球总是绕着地球自转。
想想也对,我不能太过绕着你转。
我们应该给彼此各自的空间,做做自己的东西。
相处太多了,反而会觉得不需每天见面。
也许,我真的太天真了。
当初的快乐呢?为何每次都被愤怒藏了起来?
我也许应该不要想那么多,胡思乱想只会造成更严重的后果。
沉默是个大罪!
我必须什么都清清楚楚地说给他听,而不是每次保持沉默。
就好像不知道因什么原因就被打入冷宫,
这样对他很不公平,而且我似乎都在无告知理由的情况之下就生气起来了。
回想起来,真的很不可理喻、无理取闹的一个女生。
他其实真的真的对我很好了,没对我发过很大的脾气。
而且很多时候都会对我百依百顺,只是健忘得让人觉得不可思议。
人往往没有十全十美的时候,而我却贪心的想要他变成那个十全十美的情人。
想想我自己,我何时又有作过十全十美的情人呢?

曾经的幸福快乐,为何那么容易被愤怒隐藏起来了呢?


拼图的意义-

看回你送我的告白礼物,才发现原来我和你并不是一张完美的图。
我们的爱情是靠拼图的方式,合拼起来的。
往后,我会像拼图方式般的拼凑我们的爱情。
一片一片的合起来。


我爱你,刘俊佑
我真的真的非常爱你,永远不变。
我只是想和你常相厮守。



冷战的这几天真的很难过。
我很想念你

2011年10月17日星期一

Is Pangkor


Had a relax and enjoyable trip in Pangkor for 3days 2 nights.
It is awesome when you has no any other irritation in your mind.
I was totally fall in love with the blue sea and the beautiful summer beach.

Go with Ms Mokin, had our enjoyable and tired cycling activity in Pangkor Island,
tasted the local cuisine as well as spending a little souvenir shop time in the town.
We had make our romantic night with seeing star and the blue tears.

The last day of our trip, we sit down at the beach and listen to the waves.
It is so peace. I had my relaxation moment in this 3 days.
Although the journey from Kampar to Pangkor and Pangkor return to Kampar is really tired.
It is worth for me. I think I will plan for my next destination.
And this time, I will go with my beloved baby.













2011年10月4日星期二

200, Baby 520



I forgot the 100 days, but the 200 days coming very soon.
Baby, I just want to tell you that,
no matter how careless you are,
how blur you are or any other things you had failed to do...
I still love you.
I miss you so much.
I decided not to find you this whole week just because I know that -
"You love freedom."
And I know you are not get used with talking on phone with another one else.
I hope that you can find me by calling me.
Call me for the reason you miss me and want to hear my voice.
Even though this dream will never come true, but I still keeping this wish.
Sometimes I really need you to chit chat with me on the phone.
I just miss your voice since we are far apart from each other.
I think most probably I am the one who call you always.
I want to let you know that,


I did not feel you disturb me anyway, I hope you can disturb me instead .
I'm kind of people who need safety so much.
Controlling can actually makes me feel you care me.
I feel insecure without your control.
I hope you can control me a little bit,
to let me feel you are with me.


I hope you can share about anything of you with me.
I just want to know you more.
Like what Kelvin had said,
"You are too blur about him!
You had failed to become a perfect girlfriend to him!
You should take your responsibility to him!
To make sure you are with him!"

I know you are not ready yet to share all things with me.
I will wait for you.
Anyhow, I Love You Baby.